Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Maybe We Can Cure Depression All By Ourselves

The Medical Model and Why We Should Question It
Antidepressants. They're prescribed all over the place. They can even be prescribed by your local General Practitioner (i.e. someone not trained in psychiatry or psychology). They're basically what this generation is hailing as the "solution" to this rising epidemic. And this conclusion rides on the Medical Model of Depression: the premise that depression is the result of a chemical imbalance in the brain (a serotonin deficiency).

Most of us out there are just kind of assuming this to be correct. As I've mentioned, I take a Zoloft every morning myself. But recently a dangerous question has been posed: what if chemicals aren't really the culprit?

It's the question that plagued me in the throes of my depression: can I chalk this up to something that's out of my control, or... could it be my own fault? As you may predict, the notion that I was to blame for my disorder was frightening, demoralizing, and exhausting. For a long time, I clung to the belief that it was a chemical problem, suggesting an easy fix. "Magic pill = feel better".

New research is actually indicating that the Medical Model of Depression-- which we have thrown ourselves into headfirst-- is not as well substantiated as previously supposed. It turns out that these magic pills aren't significantly more effective than placebos. You've heard of the placebo effect: it's the notion that if we believe that something will work, it will work. It looks like that might be what's happening here: these pills designed to increase the serotonin in our brain-- thereby supposedly reducing the depressive symptoms-- are not working much better than sugar pills.

(Please visit this article for more information on this particular placebo effect, and this book review to sum up some of the arguments against the Medical Model.)

Could it be that simply believing we have the power to pull ourselves out of our sadness could be all we need?

As I described in my previous blog post on the subject of depression, part of the biggest problem is that we feel weak and helpless to make any changes. But it's a case of the chicken or the egg-- we are assuming that we feel powerless because we are depressed. But isn't it just as plausible that we are depressed because we feel powerless?

I have pondered this and come up with my own take on what exactly this process looks like. Much in the style of Aaron Beck (all around important guy in depression research), I have crafted my take on this in the form of a triad, which I am calling the Efficacy Triad.

Here's how I define efficacy: our ability to accomplish what we set out to do. It is regulated by our relationship with ourselves.



What we require to possess efficacy is 1.) Self Discipline, or the ability to prioritize our needs and our wants in a healthy way, and then direct our behavior accordingly, 2.) Self Esteem, a true love and appreciation for ourselves, as well as a healthy understanding of our strengths (weaknesses too, but that is really a given in depressed people), and 3.) Self Confidence, or the belief that we can accomplish what we set out to do. It's the perception that we are strong, capable agents in our own lives. These three areas all affect one another, and so lacking one will often lead to a lack the others as well. When these deficits become severe enough, they may result in depression.

Basically, we become depressed when we have this poor relationship with ourselves, leading to a lack in efficacy, meaning we are no longer effective individuals in our lives. And isn't this, in a nutshell, what depression is? The inevitable despondence that comes with a poor self-image, resulting in no longer being able to function well, leading to further lowering of our self image.

That's my theory. So why does it happen? I have a few answers.

I think-- particularly in America-- there exists a sense of entitlement. Written into the core of the "American Dream" is the notion that we can accomplish anything, and, moreover, that we deserve to accomplish everything. If we are thoroughly enough imbued with this philosophy, imagine the existential crisis we face when we fail. Not only will we feel profoundly disempowered, but worthless on top of that, because obviously if we can't have the exact kind of life we want, we must not be deserving of it. There's a host of philosophical implications in this progression that I won't get into now, but it's well worth some pondering.

Another way of conceptualizing it is actually rather Freudian: consider the expectations we have regarding what we "should" be like. Now picture what we tend to actually be like. When an individual is forced to internalize both of these concepts, they may be faced with a terrible psychological conflict. We have to struggle to reconcile the disparity, because it creates a dissonance that is psychologically uncomfortable. When we fail to reconcile it, however, we may be faced with depression.

So, how on earth can we treat this?

I believe that, since the depression was caused by a lack of efficacy, it can be reduced by bolstering the efficacy one possesses. Makes sense, right? So what does this look like? Well, predictably enough, each of the three parts of the triad need to be addressed to ensure a strong sense of efficacy.

Self Discipline has been often conceptualized as a muscle-- it can be trained. In practicing control over our negative thoughts and impulses, we can build up the power to have control in other areas of our life.

We can increase our Self Esteem by making a daily emphasis in our minds of our strengths, rather than our weaknesses. We can spend time developing our existing skills. We can interact with loved ones who will love and support us, and help remind us of what's good about ourselves.

Finally, we can increase our Self Confidence by putting all of these things into practice and starting to see change wrought in our lives. As we watch ourselves progress and move beyond our disorder, we will most likely begin to feel as though we have power over our lives, and the ability to change our own emotional fate.


This is why I believe embracing a model of depression which emphasizes our own responsibility for our difficulties is actually the perfect way of addressing the problem. While it acknowledges how our failings can cause trouble, it also highlights and power to bring about real, tangible improvements for ourselves, which is exactly what we need to get better. We need faith in ourselves as people and as free agents, not slaves to our imperfect minds and bodies.

So I never got to some of the things I wanted to address-- notably, depression as addiction. But honestly, I think the little dissertation I've composed here is more than enough for one blog post. If you have the patience to conquer this monster of a post, please tell me what you think! My experience is rather limited, and I am curious to know whether anybody else sees truth in these theories. What do you think?

12 comments:

  1. I would like to share an experience I had. Back when I was in high school, my boyfriend invited me to some sort of personal development course called the Landmark Forum, which I was completely uninterested in at the time. At the time I began cutting, the invitation was renewed, this time from his parents. It was hard for me to accept, because my story is that I have to do everything myself, but they helped me accept the Landmark Forum as a possibility. It completely changed the language in my mind, and cleared away some of the deepest set foundations to my depression. This is not what the course is designed for, it is simply to gain power to get anything you want out of life. But for me, that meant taming my Depression.
    *Landmark Education specifically has a disclaimer against taking the Forum if you have been self-harming or seriously depressed; it is a confronting but completely amazing experience.

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  2. It does sound amazing. Congratulations on finding empowerment! Thank you so much for sharing that. :)

    Can you elaborate any more on the sort of new "language" it helped you develop?

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  3. There is something that you started to address but never got to is specifically the notion that not only do we have to be these perfect people, but we have to be these perfect people by ourselves. If we want something, we have to do it ourselves. Asking people for help is not acceptable, because it makes us "weak". A person who can't take care of themselves isn't worth hanging onto.

    This is an absolute bullshit idea.

    I think that the reason that this society has entered our lives may be because we see it in animal societies. When hearing about this, you often hear the analogy of the hurt or sick zebra in the herd. A hurt or weak zebra doesn't get help, it gets eaten. When looking at higher intelligent animals, however, such as Dolphins or Apes, we see that when an animal is sick or hurt, the rest of the pod or troop helps to make the sick or hurt animal get well with the best of their abilities. Once they've realized that they can't help, sometimes they back off, but they almost always try.

    Help cannot always be given, I'm not naive, but this idea that needing help is a symbol of weakness seems like crap to me. I know, feeling like I need help and refusing it has led me to have panic attacks. Helping shouldn't be seen as weakness, it should be seen as wanting to become better then they currently are.

    I think that the inability to ask for help that seems to be inundated into our society could be a large factor in depression. It even fits into the diagram shown, people don't have enough self-discipline, so they need help from others to improve it. People don't have enough self esteem, so they need help from others to tell them all the good things about themselves. People don't have enough self-confidence, so they need help so they can find things to be confident about.

    I believe that if we could get rid of this societal "issue" (couldn't think of a better word) that perhaps we would see a drop in people with clinical depression.

    I don't know, that's just how I feel.

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  4. I think that's an fabulous point. I do wish I had mentioned that, because it's so important. One of the biggest barriers in depression is social isolation, meaning that we often cut ourselves off from the love and support of those around us who can see us much more clearly than we can at that time. We are not meant to get by on our own; we are evolutionary equipped to have strong social connections, and to forge our lives around them. Which is why it is, indeed, unhealthy to assume that every obstacle must be conquered on one's own.

    Thanks so much for bringing that up!

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  5. Vienna, this is an amazing post! You are so very smart and are articulating some things I have always kinda felt about depression in a way that makes complete sense.

    I predict that you will probably get some resistance from different angles - probably mostly from people who have been helped by medication and haven't been able to conquer depression without it. That is ok, too for them. Don't let that get you down.

    I would love to hear more about boosting one's self-discipline, esteem and confidence. I really do believe that this is an inspired theory.

    My friend, Julie's blog talks a lot about the notion of having to be perfect and live up to others' expectations and not asking for help because you feel you have to do it on your own. I think you would get a lot out of some of her posts. Check it out: http://ldswomenconverse.blogspot.com/

    She takes a more spiritual LDS stance on these issues but the themes are a lot the same. Incidentally, the balance of self-reliance and helping others is a mainstay point in the Mormon church. We are taught both strongly, and often have to emphasize the need to ask for help when you really need it because Mormons tend to lean toward that "I need to be perfect and do it all on my own" mindset. We are a community for a reason. Thank you Sarah for your thoughts on this - I think you are right on!

    Keep up the good work, Vienna! This is great stuff!

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  6. Thanks for the plug, Jenny! :) Vienna, what an articulate, insightful young woman, you are! I had a bout with depression 10 years ago when I was attending graduate school and had 4 kids. Zoloft came to my rescue. I've often wondered how much of my depression was a culmination of a shaky sense of self-worth/perfectionism or how much is biological. I'm sure it's complicated and multi-dimensional, but I think you're really on to something here in terms of this post and your model. As Americans, we pride ourselves in being "busy" and frenetic. It's almost as if needing sleep is some kind of character flaw. It would be interesting to study depression rates in other less frenetic cultures. Great post! Great writing! I look forward to reading more!

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  7. The language I'm referring to is difficult to describe, if I put it simply, it may not make sense. But I will try.
    The language of being. I am joy and I am power, rather than i will be joy or I will be power. There's nothing to work on, because you are already everything you want to be, you just have to be it. Anything you hear that implies otherwise, doesn't mean anything. You make things mean things, when they don't have meaning on their own.
    That's the most succinct version I can come up with at the moment.

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  8. Mom, you make a really good point... Michael mentioned the same thing to me, that this model doesn't have a lot of credibility from me, considering the fact that I couldn't pull myself out of my depression. I needed the meds. What I was hoping for, however, was a theoretical approach that is more optimistic than the medical model, and that has a logical basis, if not an empirical one. Whether it would be, in fact, effectual... I can't say for sure. This was really just a fun thought experiment. :)

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  9. I'm writing this while it's fresh in my mind, before reading the other comments, so forgive me if I'm repeating someone else.
    The idea that depression is our own failing is a dangerous one simply because it emphasizes the feeling of not being good enough. "I have a good life, so what's wrong with me if I'm depressed" and then add on the burden of feeling guilty for your own depression. It can cause a spiral that goes on and on. I'm not disagreeing with your theory however. I do think we have the power to get out of it if we have depression tendencies, but it takes hard work and the direct approach can sometimes make you feel worse about yourself than before.
    I think we have to forgive ourselves of our little foibles and learn to like ourselves.
    I think there is a place for medicine in all this, especially in severe cases, but I do think there are other ways that need to be explored.
    I was a melancholy child and as a teen suffered from depression, insomnia, and mostly anxiety. I felt like I couldn't measure up to what expected of me (I think my parents were just trying to be supportive but I interpreted it differently), I wasn't self disciplined, and my self esteem problem I think stemmed from the idea that we should love others more than ourselves.
    Things as an adult were not as bad as when I was a teen, so I think there was an element of just growing out of the chemicals in my head, but over the next 20 years I still had problems until I began meditating. It started as an attempt to loose weight. Daily meditation cured my insomnia, I lost weight, and started liking myself more. I think the meditation helped my anxiety and the sleep I'd been missing helped with the depression and weight loss. I could go into it more, but I do believe with some effort and consistency you can overcome many depression cases.

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  10. Let me add that anxiety runs in my family on both sides. Particularly with the women. I have heard of my Great Grandma getting so upset, crying and not being able to cope with a given situation, so I know it's part 'nature' part 'nurture' as they say.

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  11. Vienna,

    I dig your blog. Your efficacy triad is thoughtfully produced (who knows, you might enjoy Burke's pentad - really!). I love your analysis of American entitlement - and, of course, I agree that self-confidence, like a muscle, benefits from exercise. Have you heard of StrengthsQuest? You might find it useful. Again, great blog. Keep up the swell work!

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  12. Dad-- thanks so much for your encouragement! What you mentioned about Burke's theory of being "rotten with perfection" came to my mind as I was planning this blog, but I already had more than enough material to work with. I plan to look more into it and talk about it later. :)

    Lynnae-- thank you for sharing that experience. I have always been fascinated by meditation, and I love the idea of using it to help psychological troubles like anxiety and low self-esteem. I have been meaning to try it for some time... perhaps I'll try again! Could you share what particular approach you took? Whether it was inspired by any particular practice or tradition?

    And regarding your comment of the danger of taking on the burden of depression... it's absolutely true. As I mentioned, it was a difficult notion for me to wrap my head around, and it alone made me feel worse in the midst of all my other failings. However, I think that, approached optimistically (which, granted, is difficult for someone with depression), it can be a powerful tool. I would also point out that it can be dangerous to attribute mood disorders to chemical imbalances-- it can enable us to shift the burden of responsibility off of ourselves, and not be held accountable for our own shortcomings. Moreover, it doesn't encourage us to look at lifetime patterns and habits that may have contributed to our current misfortunes.

    I think your comment about it being "part nature and part nurture" is most likely the best conclusion to be drawn from all this. It's important to lend appropriate emphasis to both parts, in order to best begin to heal.

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