Sunday, July 10, 2011

The Paradox of "Knowing"


In my exploration of different therapies to treat depression, right away, I figured out the main problem. We live based on what our brains tell us. This is usually adaptive, as we receive input from stimuli, and act according to our brain's interpretation. But what happens when our brain is just wrong? How can we know the difference? Wandering through a library crammed with untapped knowledge, looking up at an incomprehensibly vast starry sky, hearing tales of lives completely unlike our own... it's not difficult to see evidence of how little we really know. Besides which, as little as 10 weeks of studying Intro Cognitive Psych will tell you that our brains are disturbingly fallible, even if you DON'T have a mental disorder. Predictably, it's much worse when your neural chemicals are going haywire and you're believing all sorts of awful things. But it goes against our most basic instincts to operate outside of what our brain tells us. We are not built to do this. If we can't trust our own brains, we may become basically incapacitated. But I think too much trust in our brains can lead to just as much trouble.

I observed at some point that when we were children, we were significantly less settled in our worldview, meaning we were more likely to believe what we were told. However, as we grow, we develop a repertoire of what we think we know, and orient our brains around it. As an example, when I was a young child, some kid tried to convince me that you could summon a ghoul called Bloody Mary by saying her name three times in front of a mirror. Although even at that age, I knew it was unlikely, part of me still thought it could be true, and I was super freaked out. But now, I look back with a bizarre fondness for a time when I could believe something so fantastical, when I could be frightened by something so silly. It makes me wonder, what other amazing, incredible things were we able to believe back then, but no longer can today? We dismiss things like that out of hand as being unrealistic, but we do so mostly because it doesn't fit into our worldview. What if we're limiting ourselves by trusting our imperfect knowledge?

We assimilate information based on what we already believe. And if you think about this, it really is kind of a broken system. How can we increase our awareness and understanding about the world if we're only retaining the information that makes sense with what we already know-- which is incomplete-- and dismissing the rest? This explains why people are often so resistant to accepting new ideas. We are utterly disempowered without our reservoir of knowledge, and yet, on the other hand, I'm thinking we rely on it too heavily. With imperfect knowledge from which we refuse to deviate, how can we grow? As they say, the wisest thing you can realize is that you know nothing. So perhaps it is only when we find the ability to reject what we once believed to be true-- a mighty feat unto itself-- that we can actually gain new and innovative insight.

Thoughts?

2 comments:

  1. This totally reminds me of the time in my 20's when someone first told me that there were people out there who believed that the moon landing did not happen. I grew up with that as a basic FACT. It was part of my world view and I assumed we all held that same belief. My world was shaken when I heard that and it was the first time I really recognized that there was nothing that everyone believed to be true together.

    I think the problem is that there are really no facts that everyone buys into. Maybe gravity and a few other basic understandings but even those can be argued by someone - some matrix believers maybe.

    In my opinion (because that's all we really have, right?) you have to use more than just your brain to come up with your world view, your basic beliefs. You have to use your heart and your gut feelings, too. But, then this begs the question - Is there really an ultimate truth or is it all relative to what we as individuals think/feel? I think you know what I believe - that there is an ultimate truth and it's our job to find it and live by it. But not everyone believes that. so, what is an individual to do?

    Again, in my opinion, it is a matter of choice. We literally have to choose what we believe, even if not everything has proof - and not all of it will, in fact very little of what we "know" will ever be provable. Someone will almost always have contradicting evidence. So, I think it comes down to that Switchfoot song lyric "are you who you want to be?" You will have to choose what you believe to be true based on the person you want to be - so you will at least have integrity within yourself.

    Does this mean rejecting what you have been taught or have known your whole life? I don't think so. I think it just means taking it into consideration with every other bit of information you are bombarded with on a daily basis and choosing which bits to retain and which to reject - based on the type of person you want to be. If you don't at least have that basis to choose your knowledge and what you believe to be true, you will be scattered in the wind or as John Mellencamp says "You gotta stand for something or you're gonna fall for anything".

    I still believe the moon landing happened by the way. Great post and it invites a lot of tough questions! Keep it up!

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  2. "...you have to use more than just your brain to come up with your world view, your basic beliefs. You have to use your heart and your gut feelings..."

    I'm not sure I agree with that. I often trust my gut reactions, same as the next guy, but I think these are even MORE fallible than the brain. The brain can at least employ logic and reason, whereas the "heart"/"gut" are totally swayed by what you're comfortable or familiar with. Same issue I discussed in my post.

    I do like your description of prior knowledge as a basis to choose future knowledge. I think that makes a lot of sense. I just wish we could be better at selectively applying it.

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